Unique. Flawed. Beautiful. and Enough.

I am a fragile girl. My feelings get hurt. I struggle with my self-esteem. I'm also mess up... I say the wrong things. I'm not always considerate. I'm human. Perfectly and wholly human.I had a bit of a break down over the weekend with my self-esteem. I've gained some weight... more than I want to admit over the past year. The extra weight has really been messing with my self-esteem as of late... which has affected my life quite a bit. My relationship, my daily activities.... it came to a frustrating culmination with my husband this weekend that really made me examine my perspective.My skewed self-esteem has been making me testy and moody. Making really sensitive to stuff my husband says or does. It makes me really competitive over others I know (inside my head you know). I'm struggling with my new years resolution to tell myself I am beautiful everyday.On top of all of it- my perfectionism is messing with my perspective. My husband pointed out that I was obviously beating myself up over... which only makes everything worse.I'm tired of feeling like I am trapped by my own body weight and food. I am tired of beating myself up over it. I would never utter the things I say to myself on a daily basis to anyone else.I am unique. I am flawed. I am beautiful. I am enough.